Friday, May 18, 2007
I feel so hollow. SE practices has increased to 5 times a week till 6.30pm each practice, my best friend is leaving Singapore, I have to sell off 6 more SE tickets, I have to think of what I should do if I fail my SE audition for the concert on Monday, I have learn HCL spelling of 5 chapters by Monday since I have no time to learn next week due to SE practices. Amidst all those, I have violin and tuition lessons over the weekend. If I fail the audition on Monday, I would have sell 10 tickets since my parents definitely would not buy any tickets to any concert without me in it. Then I would start thinking of quitting SE, which Wayne did. Maybe I should try that out. But this way, I would feel very regretful for not taking 3rd language since without SE, I would have much more free time. I feel terrible...:(
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